I have realized that I hate going to the premieres of the movies that I'm in. Because I feel this tension after the movie is over that everyone feels obligated to say something nice to you. It's so unnatural and uncomfortable.
While I know myself as a creation of God I am also obligated to realize and remember that everyone else and everything else are also God's creation.
There are many ways to be free. One of them is to transcend reality by imagination as I try to do.